January Collection
What is a collection? These kinds of posts are a miss-match of thought that I have collected. These are clippets of writing from study breaks, half-written posts, and random mindless typing.
1/31/2022 10:27 PM
I am trying to prepare for my first System Physio exam, but I am slightly losing motivation. I had a couple of one-on-one tutoring sessions, and after those sessions, I felt like I had learned a lot, but I have a ways to go. After my BMED study session, I realized that I knew a lot more than I thought, but after reading the textbook and taking the practice test, I feel like I am falling very behind in this class due to all the reading and fast memorization. I also am very excited to go to North Carolina this weekend to see Jadon play. I am getting very ants to a point where I am distracting myself to a point where I am having a hard time paying attention to the task at hand. I have an erg right now to make videos, be my boss and switch majors to business to help learn how to sustain myself and help grow my own company. I have no idea what my own company could be, but I have an erg to do so. I know that I say this, but I know that I will not change majors. Even though BME is hard, I like the challenge it poses, and I can’t wait to get an internship. OH MAN, I HOPE I GET AN INTERNSHIP! I already thought about the first video series I would put out. It would be about me going out and renting a van to try out to see what I like and do not like about vanlife. After that series, it would be about the process of building a van out and what it takes to create and live the lifestyle. The only major flaw I have with van life is that I do not like driving at all! So I would have one video of me purely learning how to drive a van because I would think that it would be a funny video. I am not one to curse, but I feel like in that video, I would have to have a lot of bleeps because I would be internally fighting myself with why am I doing this to me, but I want to have this experience. Oh no, I am getting into a spiral again.
Before I sign off to study, I think I am just in a mood that I want to be creative, and all my classes this semester is mostly reading, memorization, and solving mathematical problems. It’s not the type of class that has any creative problem solving, so the erg to be creative is definitely there. And lastly, writing these posts are fun for me, so I think I am also inspired by writing these posts.
SK
